Drinksments

Quick note to say I think it takes a special woman to go out with co-workers after work, then come home to husband saying "you should have told me you were coming home so early so I could get ready to go our after" and then encourage him to go out and enjoy himself...

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Brilliant Dream

I had an amazing, refreshing dream last night. But I can't exactly share it was anybody L So I'm sharing with you J

 

The setting was a cruise ship. Initially in the dining room or lounge area. And apparently I decided to get back together with my ex. So it starts with him being very happy we've gotten back together, and we sit together and are liming with friends. And as we are sitting there and he's talking, just hearing him reminds me about all the things I dislikes about him, and sitting there I realise there is no way I can do this.

 

Then I bounce up another Ex. And we are so glad to have gotten back together! But I'm still with the other guy. So me and second-ex are all in love again, and I go to first-ex and explain, sorry, but this just can't work out between us. And he's pissed and crushed of course (all of this is taking place within the same day), and his friends are pissed, and true to life, some of his friends hate me, and some realise that it's for the best, and support me and promise to still be a friend.

 

So now I'm with second-ex. And things are wonderful…for a while, until I remember all the reasons I couldn't stay with him, moodiness, bi-polar behaviour, etc. But what in the world was I supposed to do? I just left first-ex for him, and could I really just leave second-ex now?

And then the realisation hit me…Husband! I have a wonderful, loving husband! Better than both these guys! This was all just a silly dream!! And I woke up happy and in love with my husband asleep next to me. Warm fuzzy feelings.

Confession

The other tidbit I want to share isn’t a good one. And I haven’t told anyone about it, so I really needed to share with someone.

Last night I was putting her to sleep. And she fell asleep on the bed with me as usual but she wasn’t sleeping deeply as yet so I decided to leave her for a while for I put her in her crib. So I left her on the bed (she naps on the bed lots of times on weekends) surrounded by pillows while I went outside.

About an hour later, hubby and I heard her cry out like she’d woken up. But I told him let’s leave her a moment and see if she falls back to sleep. I suddenly remembered I’d left her on the bed though, so I jumped up quickly and went to the bedroom scared she wakes up enough to try to climb down the bed (which she’s never done, but who knows when she’d start trying!). I got into the room and the light was off so I stared at the bed looking for her, and had a moment of absolute confusion (too confused to panic) when I didn’t see her…until I noticed her lying on the floor sleeping!!! OMG!! She obviously rolled off the bed, cried out and fell instantly back to sleep!!! It’s kind of funny, and my bed isn’t very high, but oh my God that was scary and embarrassing!! I picked her up (she stayed asleep the whole time) and put her in her crib. I was so scared that maybe she’s not sleeping, maybe she was knocked out, but thank God, she was fine. I kept squeezing areas to make sure nothing was hurt or damaged, and then kept going in to check on her every 20 mins to make sure she was really was ok.

I mean, she’s fine now, so I can say it was kind of funny that she rolled off the bed and basically slept through it. But oh my. Poor little thing. With her prayers tonight I had to give her Guardian Angel some extra thanks. *sigh*            

Hugs

I’m not very good with finding time to post, sorry. This little one has me so busy that when I finally get ME time, all I want to do it relax. I guess the truth is that I DO have the time to post, I just choose to do otherwise :-(
Not that anyone is reading right now anyway, but it's still a nice thought that my thoughts and feelings are floating out there in Cyberspace.
That's a lie, it's actually a scary thought...It scare me still to be so open. But then I comfort myself by remembering that no one is really reading anyway lol :-)




Anyway, something so wonderful happened that I just had to share.

I got my first genuine love-hug last Saturday 8^th Feb. It was bedtime, and we had just gone into the bedroom, turned off the lights, and I was holding her and walking to the bed when she reached her 2 arms around my neck, lay her head on my chest and hugged me. It was the sweetest thing in the world. It was completely all her, all genuine and unprovoked/requested and just about the absolute best thing in the world.
As mummy, I don’t seem to get as many hugs and kisses as others like daddy and sister, so this was just such a wonderful affirmation that she loves me (not that I ever doubted) and knows how important I am in her world.

Oh! And after that hug, she rested her head on my chest for a while too. She’s too sweet, my little angel.